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I would love to see a story about Hephaistion's family after Alexander the Great died? It would be nice if either Hephaistion or Alexander make a camero...but to remain only that and to have the story focus on his family and not the man himself. This story can even go into how they lived while Hephaistion was away, their reaction to his death and Alexander's.
Looking forward to seeing what ppl come up with.
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i feel like i have come to this point in my life..where i am just this HUGE failure! i wanted to be a writer! A novelist! I guess since i was published i am...and yet...and yet! The book was met with mixed reviews...and i feel like no matter what i want it always comes back being...so little...too little! Nothin i do ever pleases me...and i know so many writers..poets..artist who feel the same way..u r ur own worst critic...still...i feel like i have failed!
Then on top of that i feel like i've left soo many other ppl down..my mother, Bryan, Colin, Dominic, everyone!
i did it for them...and this is what they get...this sad depressing lil thing...almost 5 yrs of this flirtation..that really comes to nothin much in the end!
i hate this! i hate it so much!
Current Mood:
infuriated infuriated
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ok so i never actually wrote in this b4...but o welll...k well all i have to say is...I LOVE MY BROTHER!!! if he hadn't said..."hey lets go to mexico for my bday...*really random but whatever* and bring dominic." if not dom would b in london when all this happened!!!!!!! omg!! my brother came into our room in the middle of the nite last nite tellin us bout london and the 1st thought was...;OMG DOM...MY DOMINIC COULD HAVE BEEN THERE!!" ok so it was no 9/11 but it scared the shit out of me!!! and now its my brothers bday adn i'm gettin him the biggest cookie cake!!!!!!!! cuz now dom and i are talkin bout whne i head to nyc next yr he wants to go to to nyu to and that we should move in toegther!!! omg omg omg!!! if he wasn't here and back in london this could have been the worst day of my life....but now!!! NOW WE'RE PROBABLY GONNA B LIVING 2GETHER BY THIS TIME NEXT YR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG I LOVE MY BROTHERS RANDOM PLANS!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood:
ecstatic ecstatic
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